Saturday, November 18
afraid of the future. - Saturday, November 18, 2006
i feel like a freaking zombie.appetite has really hit rock bottom cos of the pain in my left molar & a very bad ulcer on my right molar. it hurts like crazy!
anyway, i left my STAY ALIVE dvd at dam's aunt's place & i hope she remembers to return it to me. =( the both of us slept on the couch last night cos we were too afraid to sleep inside the master bedroom. the aircon was blasting & dam took the blanket so i was left there freezing my ass off & waking up in the middle of the night a couple of times. i think my stay there was scarier than expected. two girls in an apartment after watching a horror flick, is not a good combo.. at all.
dinner today was GREAT. i miss times like these, just joking around. & i forgot about the pain in my mouth bcos of the big spread in front of me. well, it so happened that my loved ones were really slow about the whole 'why u shouldn't drink sugar cane' story & only found out ystd. that part's genetic i guess, the slowness.
i think 2hrs made a difference in a way, to everyone. even sis started grooving to retro music in the car. maybe one day when i do have the guts, i'll mention who i really look up to in this world & who i really feel reminds me that life will oways put u thru shit b4 rewarding you.. ..
2 more weeks before mom & sis fly off. 5 more days till christie comes back. 6 more days to my dye job appointment. &i think 9 more days till grad tea comes by.
then 2oo7 will sneak up from behind & hopefully in the month of jan bring arguably good news for my dad.
ps. the good news just got better.
-kel